CONTINUATION OF THE 5 Cs! hahah, this time is not the 5 Bs, 5 As or whatever. it's again, 5 Cs, but known as the 5 small Cs. hahah.
Cohesiveness Cooperation Commitment Care Concern
OB lecture! x) hahah, school is such a learning place to be in. hahah.
boo, after buying my MP4, i'm more broke now. totally sucks since christmas is coming up. :( -smacks.
i forgot to write about this quote i saw during my duty period for standard chartered. "pain fades, dreams last." i think it's quite commonly used right? but it's my first time seeing this, and i think it's so inspirational. (:
shaz sucks at tic-tac-toe! hahah. i owned him, totally. =p
the following video is this song yvonne introduced me. i think it's super .. touching. but it's christ-based. so .. don't view it if you don't want to right? for those viewing, please don't read the whole lyrics yet. follow the music, and proceed on word-by-word. it's really .. nice. (:
We rode into town the other day just me and my Daddy He said i finally reached that age and i could ride next to Him on a horse that of course was not quite as wide
We heard a crowd of people shouting and so We stopped to find out why and there was that Man that my Dad said He loved but today there was fear in His eyes
so i said Daddy, why are they screaming? why are the faces of some of them beaming? why is he dressed in that bright purple robe? i'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows Daddy please, can't you do something? He looks as though he's gonna cry You said He was stronger than all of those guys Daddy please tell me why why does everyone want Him to die
later that day the sky grew cloudy and Daddy said i should go inside somehow He knew things would get stormy boy was He right but i could not keep from wondering if there was something He had to hide
so after He left, i had to find out i was not afraid of getting lost so i followed the crowd to a hill where i knew men had been killed and i heard a voice come from a cross
and it said: Father, why are they screaming?
why are the faces of some of them beaming?
why are they casting their lots for my robe?
this crown of thorn hurts Me more than it shows
Father please can You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father remind Me why
why does everyone want Me to die?
when will I understand why?
My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
but soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus this hurts Me much more than You know
but this dark hour, I must do nothing
though I heard Your unbearable cry
the power in Your blood destroys all the lies
soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
look there below see the child trembling by her father's side
now I can tell You why
she is why You must die
it's really nice. just like how grace puts it: "really pulls the strings of your heart." (:
and to whoever you are: frankly speaking, i've found out who you are, and i'm pretty sure. i don't know what to say but that i'm disappointed. and i just don't understand why there is a need for you to do that in the first place. and i really don't see any justification in any perspective. i've read the chatlogs over and over again. and i just can't convince myself of any reasons that might help you. i might just turn nasty if i continue, so forget it. i don't know how to face you anymore.
but don't worry, i won't hate you. i've never did. if Jesus can forgive those who hurt him that badly, what is my pain in comparison to him? but that's not the point. the point is, i've lost a good friend.
thanks grace, giddy, shaz, adrian and glenn. totally <3 please.
Prelude
all my life, i've been searching for you
and i wonder if you've found me too
